On 6th June it's non-school uniform day. Last saturday I bought some high-waisted skinny jeans from Topshop and I really want to wear them. The only problem is, I might look like a right plonk as all the girls are waaaay thinner than me. Besides, I'm a bit bulky anyway. Over the last few days I've only ever eaten food that I've been forced to eat (lunch at school and supper) 
I've only managed to loose like, a pound and a half, it's a disgrace. I've also been spending as much time as possible on the trampoline. 
But typically, my mum has gone and bought lots of expensive food I like from M&S and Waitrose. Great. I kind of feel bad wasting it, and so far have only sneakly thrown away a bit. Yesterday I had rice, and each time my sister wasn't looking, I put some on her plate, leaving only a tiny bit left for me - hehe. But not good enough.
I've said no a few times already to things, but how do I eat as little as possible (ie - nothing) with a mum who will freak if I skip a meal? Seriously, she already has once, a lot.
Today I'm going swimming with my club. I hope I can keep up, since I'm already one of the weakest there and this week I haven't eaten a great deal. 
Oh, and this is the last thing, I promise! How do you purge a lot? I've tried twice this week and hardly anything came out, only a tiny bit of yellowish liquid (eww). Although, it wasn't exactly a binge. Do you have to binge to purge?
Going to go on trampoline now.
Rach xx

Ok, so I've signed up to livejournal. After seeing many comumnites that I would love to be part of, I just thought - why not?

Ugh, so I've been really busy this week as I've been doing my SATs exams. Tomorrow I have the reading paper, and I bet the booklet is going to be terrible as per usual. Anyway, have to go - can't write much more. First post: short but sweet, hehe.